Chapter 11
Camron choked on his breath and started coughing. But it didnโt ease up. He bent over with his hands on his knees, feeling the sergeantโs eyes on his back the entire way.
โSorry Sergeant, I thought I heard you say that I need to resign.โ
โI did.โ
Camronโs stomach fell out of his body, through the deck, and towards the ground below. He thought he was going to be sick. He grabbed for the guardrail to steady himself. He felt naked without his helmet on to help hide his emotions.
โWhy? Did I not make a good Riflehead?โ
โThatโs irrelevant Camron.โ
โIrrelevant?โ
โYou know the Burnished Silver Chapter of the Grundcorps doesnโt take anyone before their seventh decade.โ
No! How does she know?? Camron managed to stop his eyes from betraying himself. โI am in my seventh decade!โ He pleaded.
โI sailed with your father 65 years ago. He had no son then.โ
Camron scowled and turned away from her.
โYou havenโt liked me from the start,โ Camron said. It was all her fault.
โThat isnโt true,โ said Nesbred, โrules are rules and you donโt meet the minimum requirements. But it certainly doesnโt help that you need some work on improving your aim and your ear seems to get gummed up at the worst time while Iโm giving orders.โ
He managed to harumph in a way that made him sound a century older.
Sergeant Nesbred laughed. โNow you sound like your father. He never did like it when he didnโt get his way.โ
โForgive me if I donโt seem overjoyed at the comparison.โ
Nesbred held her hands out palms up in a placating gesture. โLook Camron, I either need to take you up on the infraction, or you need to resign. One leaves a mark on your record, the other hopefully does not. Itโs up to you.โ
She turned and started to walk away. After a moment, she stopped and turned. โOh, and Camron? You show promise. Iโm not sure when exactly you turn 70, but keep practicing and apply then and youโll be a in like a frigate towing a downed megalofin.โ
This couldnโt be happening.
The sergeant left.
Camron wasnโt sure how long he stood there.
โCamron!โ Malaida was beside him now. She slapped him so hard on the back he had to take a step forward to steady himself. โGood to see you! We made it home! Our first voyage! To many more!โ
โIt may be my last as an Grundcorp marine.โ
Her eyes widened. โWhat do you mean?โ
โSheโs calling me out for not being the required age for the Burnished Silver chapter of the Grundstock Corporation. I have to resign when we get back. No academy for me. Just back to running my fatherโs inn.โ He could feel tears at the edge of his eyes. It felt like heโd finally tasted his dream and now it was being taken away from him.
Malaidaโs lips pursed, and then she blinked a few times. Let the silence hang.
โI was talking with the sergeant and I may have let slip that we played together as kids.โ
โMalaida?โ
โAnd she may have already known that Iโm only 60.โ
โMalaida?!โ
She took a step back and spread her hands, palm up. โHow was I to know youโd lied about your age?โ
โI didnโt lie!โ he stomped his foot, although that felt very petulant. โI just โฆ rounded.โ The lie sounded weak even to his ears. And the petulance in his voice disgusted him even more. He slumped over the railing and just gazed into the distance.
And he realized something surprising about staring into the distance. He felt worse about betraying their trust and tarnishing his honour than at being caught for the lie.
โCamronโฆโ
โEnough.โ He grunted without turning around or raising his head. โI may never be an arkonaut again.โ The wind ruffled his hair and the sounds of flashgulls pierced the air.
โCam,โ she said, putting a hand on his back.
โLeave me alone.โ
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Camron leaned there for a moment, or for a generation of moments. The skyport didnโt seem to be getting bigger, or smaller, but time was passing. He was caught in the agony of the dream that shattered around him just as he thought heโd finally made it.
โMarine?โ the captainโs tenor voice sounded behind him.
โSir,โ Camron said without turning. โNo need to call me that anymore.โ
โI wondered if that might be the case.โ
He stepped up beside Camron and stood facing forward. Now that the captain was there the skyport did seem to be growing larger as they approached.
โLook - Iโve been thinking. I have my First-mate Grengever. And Logisticator Venderot. But Iโve been thinking that they both need an assistant. Grengever just had too much to do by himself and Venderot can be a bit loose with the code when he sees profit in it. I was thinking you might be good for the job.โ
โSounds โฆโ Camron began. He thought of his fatherโs inn. Of running inventory, placing orders, trying to manage stock and cashflow while still supporting the research and development of new ales. Heโd been good at it. But just thinking of it made him tired. This sounded like that. He stood straight and faced the captain. โCaptain, it sounds tiring.โ
Kraeg threw back his head and bellowed a short bark of laughter. โI like a duardin who speaks his mind.โ He tugged on his beard before turning towards Camron with a wry grin. โEven if he still has yet to learn when itโs out of turn.โ
Camron had the decency to blush, the memory of his outburst during the negotiation with the Barak-Mhornar duardin still fresh in his mind. A comradely silence settled on the two of them as the skyport grew bigger in the air in front of them.
Bondson turned to him. โSo what do you think?โ
โSir, do you know why Sergeant Nesbred is kicking me out of the Grundcorps?โ
โSomething to do with the minimum age.โ
โExactly sir. So youโd trust me as an assistant to your first mate and logisticator? After I lied? A duardin is only as good as his honour.โ
โYour father used to say that a lot.โ
โI know, Iโm hearing his voice in my head right now.โ
Captain Bondson turned his entire body to face Camron. His gentle demeanor gone in an instant. He commanded an incredible force of presence, as if he was channeling all of his ancient duardin ancestors through him.
โCamron,โ he said, his voice low, โhave you ever lied to me?โ
โNo sir.โ
โWill you?โ
โNo sir.โ
โOn your fatherโs and your ancestorโs honour?โ
Camron chewed his lip for only a second. โNo sir.โ
Bondsonโs face brightened. โWell good then!โ He clapped him in the back and Camron had to step forward to maintain his balance. โThe rest can all be worked out.โ
The captain turned to leave.
โCaptain?โ
He turned and raised an eyebrow.
โCan I tell you something sir?โ
โI thought I told you that you could tell me anything.โ
โWell, you also told me I needed to learn when it was out of turn.โ
He chuckled and bowed his head, conceding the point. He looked around. โItโs just the two of us, so Iโll take nothing less than your full honesty.โ
โI appreciate this second chance. I think I had initially been hoping for more of an adventurous captain, rather than one who just made money.โ
At that, a grin flashed across the captainโs face and disappeared just as quickly, though the twinkle in his eye remained.
โWell, Iโve revised my opinion. Youโre maybe not the captain I thought I wanted,โ he said, bowing his head to demonstrate respect, โbut youโre the captain I need, and I donโt know what I did to deserve it.โ
Captain Kraeg Bondson nodded his head in acknowledgement, the barest ghost of a smile gracing his face. โAint that all right by Grungni.โ
Le fin.
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